Something for all those whom I loved at KC...

It started out as a feeling,
which then grew into a hope.
which then turned to a quiet thought
which then turned into a quiet word.
And then that word grew louder and louder, till it was a Battle Cry
I'll come back, when you call me. No need to say goodbye.
Just because everything's changing
dosent mean its never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
as you head off to the war.
Pick a star on the dark horizon and follow the line
You'll come back, when its over
No need to say goodbye
you'll come back, when its over
no need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the begining
Its just a feeling and no one knows yet
but just because they cant feel it too dosent mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger and stronger,
till they're before your eyes.
You'll come back when they call you
no need to say goodbye
You'll come back when they call you
no need to say goodbye.

~Regine Spektor

Music heals u... Excites u... Depresses u... Elevates u... Motivates u... Makes u smile... Makes u cry... It can give u everything u ever wanted... And take it all back away without you knowing it... MuZic is God's owns way of showing his presence... Life is music itself... Death is Music... Music is Confusion... It is Concentration... It can create a Devil out of you... and Can turn u into an Angel... Look what its done to me...

Whenever I wanna write something here... Too many thoughts start running at tremendous speeds... Technically my mind behaves like an overclocked processor which can blow off any moment...

The struggle continues...

Venue: Somewhere in the middle of life...

Nothing stops for nobody... Nobody waits for things...

Life's at a new turn, A new crossroad. Vivek Todi's taking control of things, Todi's beginning to sense the threat of this control... Nobody cares about Vicky, He is just left to die, rot in some corner.

It seems old days are back. The difference, however is clear. Vivek had total control of things earlier, Todi and Vicky both had a good share in everything. Things have changed...

Todi thinks Vivek is getting too much carried away in the wave of success. The one who never had any regard for rules is drawing lines for Vivek. It hurts. Vivek's change in attitude has brought up a major change in Todi's style, frequent mood swings and depressions. Vicky has been unresponsive to all this, he seldom appears, expresses himself, goes off... Vicky's becoming inert.

There's no looking back now... It's the silence of the coming storms...

Something just came up my mind!

SY khatam! Yea baby!

Results on the 17th, ah well its gonna be a dreadful day.

When I look back at SY, there's so much I'm gonna miss when I go to TY. SY brought me my greatest friends in college. It brought me the best opportunities in life! Well, i regret not studying Java perfectly. So TY's on, board examination year. Time to take up studies seriously.

Well, its the time to take studies seriously now. By the way that does not mean I never took studies seriously. It's just that I've gotta give studies the highest priority this year.

Its all about giving the right priorities. It's all about the clarity of your thought process which gives you a clear picture of what you are and what you want to be. Once you know where you're gonna head, you know you're gonna hit the right spot.

Now one ought to know that setting up the wrong priorities in life can land u into deep shit! And then the pains taken up to clean that shit wastes a lotta time and energy. Well sometimes you have people to pull you outta the mess too, but its not everyday that you look behind you and find someone selflessly standing there to help you. The only persons who are always gonna be there are your parents and then your friends.

But its still a question for me that should I always pester my dad or my mom about the woes of life? Especially when there's a lot of work pressure on papa and mummy's unwell? No doubt, they'll always be ready to help me out anywhere & everywhere! But I dunno!

Friends? Well, I must be the luckiest soul alive to have so many friends in ma life with whom I can share all my woes of my life. Anything that bothers me, will definitely bother ma pals if they know about it. And that's why I call these guys the Gift of ma life... Though I always wanted a sibling, Destiny perhaps had something else in mind...

So much for today... Time to work with Java :)

Adios!

Report: Exams Day 1

Foundation course paper.
Venue : Room No 301, 8-10 am

Day 1 of the longest and the most perilous journey for the SYs @ KC (Second Year aKa my colleagues!). All of us are in the same classroom 301. Its our bad luck, I must say cuz 301 is one place where even the best guys cannot dare try to copy. The stepwise arrangement of the benches increases the visibility of any supervisor.

Everyone enters the room and finds not two but three supervisors! OK the usual stuff in the beginning, they ask us to keep the study material away and distribute the answer books. Everyone looks freaked out, the last minute tensions. Everyone is checking out who's gonna be their partner for these 7 days of HELL.

And Here I am, the number on my desk reads, 88 & 99... OK 99 is me... Who in the world is 88! Bah I knew everybody in the class... Oh 88! There's no 88 in my class! Maa kasam! I'm gonna sit be alone for the whole ride? Talk about being the lonesoul...

OK! The question papers are distributed, a couple of late comers enter after 5-10 mins.

I seriously didn't even care to look at others for the first 5 mins. Scanning the whole paper, I found 2 (Yes T W O two!) questions which I knew thoroughly. I started off with my paper. Kartika is on the bench right across to my left.

5 mins later, Enter Dabholkar Sir! The general instructions about copying, cheating, using mobiles, etc etc. Aree sir! I forgot the answer I was writing! He conducted a random check of the students too! For the first time, I didn't try and look around.

As soon as he left, I was completely blank. Looking around, Aditi is busy burning the papers. Amruta at my immediate back bench, writing. Kartika caught a glimpse of me looking around and smiled at me. Sanket next to Kartika made a weird expression at me and again got immersed into the paper. There at the other end of the classroom, Pallav & Manav on the same bench? WTF! Nirav just ahead of me is literally filling the paper!

OK coffee break's over! Back to the paper. I just couldn't stop laughing at myself as I wrote the paper. Wrote the first question. Back to the class.

Rahul is confused! He smiles at me & looks around. I'm astonished! Aditi smiled at me, and is still burning the paper. A couple of people took supplements! MADHURI!!! 7 pages in 20 minutes? Jeez I salute these people!

Another 20 minutes, I write half of the 2nd question. Love this POTA law man! Aditi asks for a supplement! Some girl asks for a 2nd supplement! I look at Kartika, Sanket, Dipesh... Sab likh rahe hain todi! Write the damn paper...

One of the supervisors distributed the threads used to tie up the answer papers together. Sir! You think half of the students are gonna use it today?

Its 5 past 9 Kedar gets up and gives the paper... I couldn't control my laughter... Indranil is staring at Kedar as he left the class. Sanket looks at me, shrugs and writes.

OK I've written everything I knew well. Time for phekapheki! What do I know about role of NGOs in human rights eh?

OK I'm done, 20% of the class has left already?! Rupesh bhi gaya! Maa kasam!

Its just 9.20!! OK chill Todi, Others are writing. Still WRITING! Kitna likhoge? Wish I could control my laughter!

Kartika! Stop smiling and writing at the same time re! I get up. Hand the paper to the supervisor, and she asks me, why were you laughing all the time...

There wasn't much to tell her, There wasn't much to write in the paper too.

Next Computer Science Paper 1: Discrete mathematics.

EXAMS!!!

Exams are coming!!! Run for your lives!!!


28th Feb is the DOOMSDAY!


Kya yaar! Achi khasi life ka kachra kar deti hai yeh exams.
Jannat jaisi college thi meri, Jahannoom banakar rakh diya hai.


Notes ke jugad me pura din chale jaata hai, Padhai hoti nahi,
Duniya bhar ke saare kaam yaad aane lagte hain, Magar padhai hoti nahi,


Maa kasam yeh exams!
Ekdum dimaag me chad gayi hain.






I hate these exams! Why do they have to turn up everytime in this lovely season?